Comments on: A Collection of Suicide Notes & Letters

By: Unknown 11 year old

Unknown 11 year old — Sat, 11 Feb 2012 07:01:08 +0000

i hate my life i look forward to nothin i am 11 and everything i have tried to make work fails i am a failure all together … i am so stupid and i have been beaten multipul times this is stupid of me ..but i dont want to live .. life as we know it just gets harder i am lonely and no one loves me and i am all alone this will be my last seconds of life so goodbye people … And to all of those that read this and think she is self sentered and selfish F*ck off .. i didnt ask for any of this my family is not real my dad beats me and my mom is gone , where ? idk ! ): this is my last desion and its happening now my last seconds are now i am taking sleeping pills now and cutting there is blood everywhere i want nothing else to be gone i am 11 and ending my life i just want to say to all of you i relate at only the age of 11 and truthfully …nvm goodbye everyone ):

By: Barbie

Barbie — Fri, 10 Feb 2012 03:57:42 +0000

I am 14 and have thought about it but never have, I have a good life my parents love me, my friends would do anything for me, but I feel empty inside.

By: WallpaperOrigami

WallpaperOrigami — Thu, 09 Feb 2012 11:57:15 +0000

Maybe the reason people don’t manage to help those who are suicidal is because they don’t understand it, and those who do understand it can’t argue against it all that well. The empty platitudes about a temporary problem and a permanent solution are just that. Empty. Some problems are permanent too. It isn’t selfish to kill yourself when every day you live in hell. Its selfish of people to demand you stay. As for me, I’m tired and cold and just want to be forgotten. I have nothing and want nothing. It’s been this way for over a decade. Nothings gotten better, just worse. I wont be here too much longer, but I’ve known that for a while now too. I set my time and when it arrives I’ll be gone.

By: cantdothisanymore

cantdothisanymore — Tue, 07 Feb 2012 03:14:18 +0000

I want to die, I want out of this miserable world, I just lost my baby girl I was 6 months pregnant, I tried to kill myself and took more than 50 sleeping pills, didn´t worked out I ended locked up in a psychistric hospital tied up to a bed, yesterday I had a huge fight with my husband he verbally and phisycally abused me he called me crazy, I can´t do this anymore, last time I cut my wrists and my legs I´m on antipressants and antianxiety pills and I took more than twice my dose and nothing happened, I feel worthless, I´m all alone and all I can think about is turning the gas on and that he finds me lying dead on the floor, he makes me want to kill myself, I took more pills today I´m having a glass of vodka hope this time it works

By: Lemon sunshine

Lemon sunshine — Mon, 06 Feb 2012 05:18:35 +0000

I’m still a work in progress but I’ve overcome a depression so severe it almost physically killed me, the worse possible mental and emotional torment u could possibly imagine that transitioned into physical pain. I’m not 100% but I’m getting there, please email me if u need a friend to relate to what you’re going thru and I’ll share with u how I’ve been able to get better. lemonsunshine80@yahoo.com

By: Waverider

Waverider — Sun, 05 Feb 2012 18:06:37 +0000

Feeling great sadness at reading about peoples situations and suffering and that some of you may have ended your lives already.
I have had depression and suicidal tendencies on and off for about 25 years. Had a few failed attempts which can be pretty embarrassing at the time. Each time it is usually something different that triggers these feelings,Breakup pain, guilt or shame, anger,hopelessness or self hatred. Somehow each time it passes or situations change and life continues sometimes quite wonderfully or just not as badly.You learn to ride the roller-coaster long enough for the scenery to change as it were.One time when feeling suicidal for some time I ate some dodgy looking berries in the thought that they might top me, but they made me chuck for 10 hours strait and afterwards I was completely cured of the depression for quite some time.I highly recommend finding a safe but effective purgative for the purpose, as even chucking up for that time felt better than I had been feeling.
Another time I thought I could not bare the pain any longer I got really pissed off with God and in my anguish I demanded that he show him self if he existed. I got filled with an overwhelming feeling of love and total acceptance,A light filled me up and I found myself expanding into everything, realizing I was one and the same as this universal being as are we all.
So be safely creative and try and ride the wave for as long as you can muster cause you never know what might happen and you learn so much from pain.
May the pain in side expand to embrace all things with such love one cannot imagine.