Comments on: A Collection of Suicide Notes & Letters http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/ Just in case if you want to know what's happening in my life... Tue, 22 May 2012 00:50:34 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.2 By: Sara http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/comment-page-9/#comment-4292 Sara Mon, 21 May 2012 03:16:42 +0000 http://1524079661#comment-4292 Dear Mom and Dad, I'm tired of trying to please you. All I've ever done sense I was seven is work my butt off to make you guys happy. I've played messenger,I've smiled even when I felt like dieing, and I've tried repeatedly to help both of you. I know that Dad is okay with losing a child because he has four others that don't remind him of his pain, I know Mom will be fine because she tells me I'm stupid, lazy, inconciderate, unlovable, self centered, whiney, and a bum. I'm just another mouth to feed in your guys eyes but I want to be loved. Mom you have gone off the edge quite a few times and have no idea how much stress you have put on me. Dad you ignore me as if I don't exsist... I hope you have fun with your new family... Maybe I'll meet a new family after I'm gone... Hopefully one that loves me. I love both of you but you don't love me back... I wish you the best of luck in your lives concidering mine is ending. Bye. Love, Sara Dear Mom and Dad,
I’m tired of trying to please you. All I’ve ever done sense I was seven is work my butt off to make you guys happy. I’ve played messenger,I’ve smiled even when I felt like dieing, and I’ve tried repeatedly to help both of you. I know that Dad is okay with losing a child because he has four others that don’t remind him of his pain, I know Mom will be fine because she tells me I’m stupid, lazy, inconciderate, unlovable, self centered, whiney, and a bum. I’m just another mouth to feed in your guys eyes but I want to be loved. Mom you have gone off the edge quite a few times and have no idea how much stress you have put on me. Dad you ignore me as if I don’t exsist… I hope you have fun with your new family… Maybe I’ll meet a new family after I’m gone… Hopefully one that loves me. I love both of you but you don’t love me back… I wish you the best of luck in your lives concidering mine is ending. Bye.
Love, Sara

]]> By: Shark http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/comment-page-8/#comment-4291 Shark Sun, 20 May 2012 19:30:50 +0000 http://1524079661#comment-4291 I have felt like death would be best for me several times and have all life straight Shizz all over me so many times. I feel like Im a good human being and Im trapped in a Twilight zone full of dikfaced Arseholes. All I can say it could be worse, I could be that little kid in africa next to millions of people who are starving to death with flys on their eyeballs or living in a country where only relief is sniffing glue to escape reality while bombs are being strapped to a bomers nuts to get revenge on another religion and blowing up inocent people.. WTF !!!!! is wrong with people, Can I be the ruler of the world and rid it of all the POS Mofos out there that cuase good people pain. All i wanted was to dig up dinosuar bones but no !! shizzzit samiches is all i got. So I go back to being a pawn in the world ruled by Oil and say Efff evrybody Ill just worry about myself and remember it could be worse Im just glad I live in a country where the Govment cheese aint so bad.. PS F U to all who tried to drown the shark I have felt like death would be best for me several times and have all life straight Shizz all over me so many times. I feel like Im a good human being and Im trapped in a Twilight zone full of dikfaced Arseholes.

All I can say it could be worse, I could be that little kid in africa next to millions of people who are starving to death with flys on their eyeballs or living in a country where only relief is sniffing glue to escape reality while bombs are being strapped to a bomers nuts to get revenge on another religion and blowing up inocent people..

WTF !!!!! is wrong with people, Can I be the ruler of the world and rid it of all the POS Mofos out there that cuase good people pain.

All i wanted was to dig up dinosuar bones but no !! shizzzit samiches is all i got.

So I go back to being a pawn in the world ruled by Oil and say Efff evrybody Ill just worry about myself and remember it could be worse Im just glad I live in a country where the Govment cheese aint so bad..

PS F U to all who tried to drown the shark

]]> By: niki87 http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/comment-page-8/#comment-4290 niki87 Sun, 20 May 2012 17:43:55 +0000 http://1524079661#comment-4290 To Antonio or #20 I know exactly how you feel and I am in the same sitch. But I have 3 kids and no car and controling Parents and no college at all. Be lucky you are the only person you have to be concerned about trust me if you had kids it would be worse.Feeling like a failed person is bad but a failed arent tht is hell.I screwed up 3 lives and my own. To Antonio or #20 I know exactly how you feel and I am in the same sitch. But I have 3 kids and no car and controling Parents and no college at all. Be lucky you are the only person you have to be concerned about trust me if you had kids it would be worse.Feeling like a failed person is bad but a failed arent tht is hell.I screwed up 3 lives and my own.

]]> By: shelbyyy. http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/comment-page-8/#comment-4281 shelbyyy. Thu, 10 May 2012 17:48:20 +0000 http://1524079661#comment-4281 okay, i know i posted on here before.. but, i want to let you all know that i can help you, & i have helped a few people that actually messaged me on here. I am on my email everyday, if i don't answer the email att hat time, i will later or i will the next day, i promise you i will respond to you, under any circumstances. Please email me at xxdropdeadshelbyxx@gmail.com . please, nobody deserves to die. toodles darlingssss.. <3 okay, i know i posted on here before.. but, i want to let you all know that i can help you, & i have helped a few people that actually messaged me on here. I am on my email everyday, if i don’t answer the email att hat time, i will later or i will the next day, i promise you i will respond to you, under any circumstances. Please email me at xxdropdeadshelbyxx@gmail.com . please, nobody deserves to die. toodles darlingssss.. <3

]]> By: Dana http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/comment-page-8/#comment-4275 Dana Sat, 05 May 2012 22:18:47 +0000 http://1524079661#comment-4275 I enjoy the feeling of being unknown, but I seek love. I seek understanding. I just want to be loved. Staying in my bed feels like the only safe haven; never do I want to leave that bed. I cry often. I have low self-esteem. Never good at school; I lack discipline. I'm just so sick and tired of the pain. I'm sick of it all. I don't care of what lays beyond my death; let atheists and theists debate over that until the end of the world. I just want a hug. I just want a hand to hold. I feel so alone in this world, I always have. Death isn't something I've ever looked into, but Death is starting to look friendlier and friendlier each and every day. My body is at peace when I think about escaping from this world. For once, I feel relaxed. God, nature, evolution or what? What is true? It is all relative to the person. Is there truth?! It truth what I make of it?! ...I don't understand...I'm so tired....so exhausted....let me sleep. Alex, why can't you understand...I love you so much...why must you yell at me... I just don't know... I enjoy the feeling of being unknown, but I seek love. I seek understanding. I just want to be loved. Staying in my bed feels like the only safe haven; never do I want to leave that bed. I cry often. I have low self-esteem. Never good at school; I lack discipline. I’m just so sick and tired of the pain. I’m sick of it all. I don’t care of what lays beyond my death; let atheists and theists debate over that until the end of the world. I just want a hug. I just want a hand to hold. I feel so alone in this world, I always have. Death isn’t something I’ve ever looked into, but Death is starting to look friendlier and friendlier each and every day. My body is at peace when I think about escaping from this world. For once, I feel relaxed. God, nature, evolution or what? What is true? It is all relative to the person. Is there truth?! It truth what I make of it?!

…I don’t understand…I’m so tired….so exhausted….let me sleep. Alex, why can’t you understand…I love you so much…why must you yell at me…

I just don’t know…

]]> By: Dana http://russelljohn.net/journal/2008/03/a-collection-of-suicide-notes/comment-page-8/#comment-4274 Dana Sat, 05 May 2012 22:10:17 +0000 http://1524079661#comment-4274 Me. 17 going on 18. Conflicted and troubled from an early age. I struggle with reality, alone. Hurting. My boyfriend doesn't understand. He yells at me for being sad. I feel so chastised, so alone. I seek God, but is He there? I want peace. I want to smile again. Me. 17 going on 18. Conflicted and troubled from an early age. I struggle with reality, alone. Hurting. My boyfriend doesn’t understand. He yells at me for being sad. I feel so chastised, so alone. I seek God, but is He there? I want peace. I want to smile again.

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