Lately I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot. I never had a family, never had friends, I was never a happy person.

The sadness and pain that has accumulated over the years will never go away unless I do what I wanted to do since my early age. I’ve shed a lot of tears and I’m tired of it. This is getting unbearable. I must find a solution. Oh yeah, a full proof solution.

Listening to: Scooter – And No Matches.